In my last hour of being 21…

I find myself thinking about what i was doing exactly a year ago today.. Honestly I was already drunk off my ass pregaming to FINALLY go to the bars. I remember, well, some of that night and pretty much none of the next night because my best friends insisted on dragging me to every single bar in our college town to take advantage of the free shots and such. I had so much fun being 21 and I didn’t stop partying for months! I was single and carefree..

Now as I lay in bed with a ring on my finger next to my snoring man and my son kicks me from inside my belly I can’t even fathom how my life has changed. I am the opposite of what I was just 365 days ago. This year has been the fastest and craziest 12 months of my life!

I am so grateful for my husband and i love him more then anything I could imagine, I am in no way ungrateful for what he has given me and I wouldn’t go back and change anything even if I could. I can’t wait to meet my son and have our little family really begin! 

But tonight so close to being 22 I allow myself to miss that out till 4 am, dancing, drinking, 21 year old party girl.

I am ready to start the new chapter of my life I love my husband and I love our son. I am ready to be a mom and I recognize that doesn’t mean that girl from a year ago is totally gone.. she will always be a part of me but tonight at midnight I leave that chapter of my life behind. 

BRING IT ON 22!!! 

So proud and honored to have gotten to be apart of my favorite mans promotion ceremony today #proudwifey #armylife

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So proud and honored to have gotten to be apart of my favorite mans promotion ceremony today #proudwifey #armylife

I am so unbelievably proud of the life that I am creating.. seeing him move around inside me and show personality was one of the most incredible moments of my life! Being pregnant has truly changed me forever.. I can’t wait to me my son in a few months <3

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I am so unbelievably proud of the life that I am creating.. seeing him move around inside me and show personality was one of the most incredible moments of my life! Being pregnant has truly changed me forever.. I can’t wait to me my son in a few months <3

Holy heartburn batman

Honestly this doesn’t suck much less then first trimester morning sickness

That picture was actually a few weeks ago when I was around 15 weeks I’ve gotten a bit bigger since then :) we have picked out a name and of course we will actually have to meet him and make sure it fits but right now we are thinking we’re going to name him Kayden!

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That picture was actually a few weeks ago when I was around 15 weeks I’ve gotten a bit bigger since then :) we have picked out a name and of course we will actually have to meet him and make sure it fits but right now we are thinking we’re going to name him Kayden!

Haha thank you! It was not fun and I’m definitely not looking forward to when I can’t see my feet I tend to be clumsy enough without a beach ball under my dress! Even the belly I have now is throwing me off!

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Haha thank you! It was not fun and I’m definitely not looking forward to when I can’t see my feet I tend to be clumsy enough without a beach ball under my dress! Even the belly I have now is throwing me off!

Oh my

I just fell going down the stairs.. Scariest moment I’ve had so far in this pregnancy but luckily my little one is kicking up a storm and seems thoroughly peeved that I bothered him he was sleeping! Charles flipped shit and was so scared I felt so bad :( and now I’m going to have a huge ass bruise on my butt so awesome.. But I’m going to take it super easy tonight and make sure everything’s ok! Yikes scary moment :(

30 day pregnancy challenge

Day Fourteen: What trimester are you in, and how do you feel?

I am in my 18th week of pregnancy and my second trimester.. I feel ok.. just getting used to not having my body be my own! It’s getting harder to move around and my center of gravity is totally off lol Thank god for my husband!

30 day pregnancy challenge

Day Twelve: Challenges faced adjusting to the baby

Hmm honestly I don’t think that this will be a big issue until the baby is actually here but one thing does come to mind… For me, getting used to the thought that I have always wanted to stay home with my kids for at least the first few years and having kids so young means that I probably won’t have a really big career. I am ok with that, in fact its totally my choice my husband would be supportive no matter what I chose but I do worry about what people will think of me. It used to be that women were criticized or looked at as strange if they wanted to get out of the kitchen and get a job but now its the opposite I feel like society doesn’t think its enough for my purpose in life to be the best mom is the whole world. Maybe I’m not going to be the CEO of a company or the head chef of a 5 star kitchen but Im going to be there for my kids and I think thats enough!

Day Thirteen: Baby’s first picture. A picture of your first ultrasound.

This was my little Kayden bear at 12 weeks :) 

Anonymous:
Penises are for urinating and supplying sperm for reproduction, doesn't mean we urinate and fuck in public .. why should breast feeding be okay? fucking typical one sided feminist

sktagg23:

Does your penis provide sustenance for another person? No. Can you show your nipples in public if you want to? Yes. Also, breasts are not genitals or sex organs. Only 13 out of 190 cultures world wide consider them to be sexual or even private parts. Don’t even act like this is a feminist thing. This is a babies-have-the-right-to-eat thing.

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30 day pregnancy challenge

ok I suck and missed a day again :) 

Day Ten: How Did you tell the father you were pregnant and how did he react?

He was there when i took the test.. half asleep and still laying in bed but there! After I took the test i was sitting in the bathroom waiting to look at the results and he was still laying in bed because it was 4 am lol but when I walked to the sink and saw the digital test say “pregnant” I gasped put my hand over my mouth turned to look at him and he asked me all panicky what it said I said “oh my god, baby, it’s positive” he jumped up said “really?!?!” and I ran at him and he tackled me down onto the bed. It was an incredible moment for us :) 

Day Eleven: How did you tell your parents the news?

We both have divorced and remarried parents so we had a ton of calls to make! We called them the night that we found out and when they answered we said hey grandma (or grandpa) it took some longer then others to figure it out but it was awesome and hilarious! I loved it :) 

justlearningasigo:

JESUS DUMBLEDORE FUCKING CHRIST

I think I just died! Omg

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justlearningasigo:

JESUS DUMBLEDORE FUCKING CHRIST

I think I just died! Omg

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When my pregnant wife is lying down and I ask her if she wants to go run errands.

southernbabyonboard:

pregnanthusband:

She’s like:

Um no response gif

So me right now LOL

I won’t pretend I didn’t laugh out loud and make my husband read this hahahaha very true

I can honestly say

that feeling my little man kick inside my belly is the weirdest most wonderful thing I’ve ever felt <3

huffingtonpost:

Homeless shelter is transformed into 5-star restaurant, hot food and warm hearts all around.  See the full video here. 

so sweet! I love it!

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huffingtonpost:

Homeless shelter is transformed into 5-star restaurant, hot food and warm hearts all around.  See the full video here. 

so sweet! I love it!

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